my mom and sister are muslims, my father and brother are atheists, they do not respect me and mock me and humiliate me and laugh at me and want me to become a Muslim and I am ill and I had a vision -8 left eye and right eye -7 and I had a vision correction operation and was diagnosed with high myopia, higher myopic astigmatism and I have a headache problem and the eyes and the back of the neck and the spine and I'm bad with thinking and imagination and memory and I don't remember quickly and I don't think well and I don't communicate well with people and I can't control myself and the impulse in my eyes and I can't explain and I have problems with my head and it's bad I understand and I can't communicate with people and when they ask me something, it's hard for me to communicate and answer correctly and my head doesn't work normally and I get tired and it's hard for me to lift weights and do mental and physical work and when they talk about me or say something bad or negative to me, I get nervous and my head and eyes and the back of my head hurt immediately and I feel bad and it becomes difficult for me to communicate and it becomes difficult for me to move, I'm not interested in life and I'm not interested in life and nothing is nothing and I'm moving slowly and I have computer vision syndrome and I have only a computer and games in my head and I've been playing computer games since *****hood and didn't study well and MRI showed atrophy of measles of the frontal-parietal-temporal regions of the cerebral hemispheres and another MRI showed signs of retrocerebellar arachnoid cyst, indirect signs of moderate intracranial hypertension and I don't have free will and they want to marry me against the will of a Muslim woman and they don't understand me and don't want to be understood and mostly these are women and I want to leave home and live with other people and my brother is in America and lives in Florida, Virginia and I live in Uzbekistan, Tashkent And I feel bad help me
