I know it might seem weird, but I'm at a loss. But I'm not giving up either. I'll give you my telegram or my session ID and you can talk about it with me, help me and help me find a way to kill myself.
I know there are several ideas but I am struggling and need some help with them. I am NOT gonna meet anybody in person or give out exact location or any other personal info.
Giving me ideas here on this forum is fine but if you believe you can help me say so and I will give me @
Pleading with me to stop is pointless, I've already decided. As for why it's impossible to explain. In any case I will do it anyway. Even if it's hard for some reason right now. Thanks.