sorry, I replied but couldn't help.
I should tell you something, change yourself from now. I don't say you doesn't have a chance. if you couldn't, nobody will interested to you, except god. i don't care you care about it.
oh ya, i don't think you will ever to get the money that fast. it will *evolve* as you progress.
go to the local mosque, ask people there. they probably help you out. ask anything, complaints and grievances are accepted.
cry whatever much you want. that's end of the message.
regards.
