Can you explain why you are simping over this chick, why do you give a damn about her?
You want to marry a celebrity...?
I don't get that, lol.
Bro focus on yourself develop your self-worth and value, and get you a woman of the same value you are, like for real, you should want to be a sophisticated man, then find you a sophisticated woman.
If you forget your purpose and keep simping for a woman that is not even worth it, you will put yourself on a very dark path.
You don't want that man, discipline your self, and develop yourself, because if you can't help yourself nobody can, or will care too, it is as simple as that.
I'm sure you didn't need this, but I want to stop me from simping, it is ruining generations, and society
Get some help, man.
Take care.
